Rejections

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

Landing soon; Interlaken, Switzerland; Jun 2017

The more rejects I was given,
The clearer the path is becoming.
Light in the path is showing.
Those people I shouldn’t be with.
Those activities I shouldn’t participate in.
Those works I shouldn’t be doing.

The more rejects I was given,
The easier my life is becoming.
The brightness is starting to focus.
The spotlight is starting to spot.
Spot on what I should be doing.
Spot on what I should be pursuing
Spot on the location my heart will soon embrace.

Rejections are no longer hurtful.
It has become a step in finding what I am supposed to do.
What I am supposed to be.
Because I am drowning in options,
I was sent strings of divine interventions.
Rejection, is my direction.

Advertisements

25 June 2017

19490304_10156270458852802_1202646493_o

Hari Raya Celebration at Eco Sanctuary Sunset  , Singapore

In between these two worlds. Society and you.
Tag of war; one side is winning. It should.
In between this so-called day and night.
They’re just part of continued hours.
My choice, though unfree.
The creature I have become.
The self I am bound to be.
Me, my sunsets, my life.
You!
Part of me.
You!

Over

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

Stuck and Game OVER for this cow,  Interlaken, Switzerland June 2017

Vindicating your disregard with novelty.
New life, new work, new people.
The hopes I have,
Everything will be coming back to how it was before,
After all these have subsided.
Future that seems to never come.

Vindicating your disregard with adjustments.
Filling my mind with hopes.
Uncorrected, unintended, unforeseen.
Temporary this will be, I told myself.
Mistake.
It’s been forever.

Vindicating your disregard with suprises.
Your nailed lips never even whispered,
Surprises you never even imagined.
Hoping for your presence to arrive,
You never have, never will be!

Vindicating your disregard with my love.
Finding comfort on what was and not is.
Satiating the days between our exchanges.
But reality remains….

The bloody red curtain has dropped.
The show is over!

18 June 2017

OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

View from Harder Kulm, Interlaken, Switzerland,  June 2017

Sea of blabber,
Broken glasses everywhere.
She could hear her breaths,
Obstructed.
Ambulances from all corners were ignoring her.
Above her, she could envision traditional lanterns from the East.
Strands of her hair were dripping tears.
Her muscle fibers were crying in grief.
Mindfulness in pain.
From stealing her sunset away.

4 Jun 2017

Time will come that the world will get used to your lingering presence. Once that happens, humans won’t anymore fear you. Humans will be equipped with courage to face you, fight you or even die with you! Humans will learn how to embrace and forgive you. You will just be part of our nature. But please, let us know your purpose because some of us will not be ready to do so, unless we understand your reason. We want to know in order for us to understand and welcome the idea of just letting you be and cohabiting with you, in this beautiful place we all are standing and living upon! Please, Let us know!

– Says ‘Humans and Humanity’ to ‘War and Terrorism’