Over

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Stuck and Game OVER for this cow,  Interlaken, Switzerland June 2017

Vindicating your disregard with novelty.
New life, new work, new people.
The hopes I have,
Everything will be coming back to how it was before,
After all these have subsided.
Future that seems to never come.

Vindicating your disregard with adjustments.
Filling my mind with hopes.
Uncorrected, unintended, unforeseen.
Temporary this will be, I told myself.
Mistake.
It’s been forever.

Vindicating your disregard with suprises.
Your nailed lips never even whispered,
Surprises you never even imagined.
Hoping for your presence to arrive,
You never have, never will be!

Vindicating your disregard with my love.
Finding comfort on what was and not is.
Satiating the days between our exchanges.
But reality remains….

The bloody red curtain has dropped.
The show is over!

18 June 2017

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View from Harder Kulm, Interlaken, Switzerland,  June 2017

Sea of blabber,
Broken glasses everywhere.
She could hear her breaths,
Obstructed.
Ambulances from all corners were ignoring her.
Above her, she could envision traditional lanterns from the East.
Strands of her hair were dripping tears.
Her muscle fibers were crying in grief.
Mindfulness in pain.
From stealing her sunset away.